I'm blessed beyond measure.How about you?You can breathe.Sit.Stand.Talk.Hear..and plenty more things.God has been so good to us that we tend to forget about the little things.But today I'm reminded of the small things besides the big things.God has shown me how to grow beyond my horizons.To venture outside the box.I have a roof over my head,somewhere to sleep,a car to get me places,food to eat and clothes to keep me warm.I've been helping some friends from this Bible study I go to on Mondays.We recently got together and visited neighborhoods collecting coats and winter clothing for the homeless this year.We've been working with Hope for Christmas,a nonprofit organization.Its pretty big.Doing all this door to door stuff has made me venture into witnessing to more people.I've become more bold about things and getting out there(even when I don't want to).I wonder if God is preparing me for something bigger to come.He usually does especially with people I've known or seen work in their lives.I'm glad God has giving me people to show me how to stand out more even if that means being a sore thumb sometimes.I'm just so blessed.I'd write more if I had more time.
To whomever reads this anymore. 

I don't what's up,but honestly I've been so down and depressed here lately.Things just don't seem right.Today I'm really down especially.And if you know me,I can't hide my feelings.Everything I feel is practically written all over my face.I don't feel the same.I don't feel my normal happy self.I may look it at times,but I'm not.I guess because I don't want people to ask "What's wrong?" all the time.I just need to lift myself up in God's word.Today one of my friends posted a Scripture that hit me plain as day.It's found in the book of Psalms..
 

 ⁵ Why, my soul, are you downcast? 
   Why so disturbed within me? 
Put your hope in God, 
   for I will yet praise him, 
   my Savior and my God.

Just what I needed.But I still need God to come and lift this heavy depressed spirit over.And only He can.So if anyone is reading this,please just pray for me.I feel as though I can't just pray on my own.I need the body of Christ to come in and intercede for me as well.I know and believe God is still there and moving among His people,but I just need to feel and know that He still wants to move among me.What good am I if I gain the whole world and yet lose my soul?As it says in the Scripture.I need get more in God's word.Into something uplifting for my soul.I know God doesn't like it when I'm down.I feel like I just need to break from everything and become so lost in Him.Then shall I be at peace.

-Rebecca

So much on my heart.Burdened for so many friends and family member that are going through stuff right now.Thank God He has everything in His hands.He knows what needs to happen and how things need to be.Thank you Lord for being there no matter what.